[An issue of trauma or control. Trust, maybe, insofar as trust is a rare commodity in his life, and because — it does make him consider how he'd be seen by the other person in a vulnerable position. Would it better with a stranger? Abel was gentle, almost meticulously so. It had been a good first experience, however tarnished now.]
just never thought about trying it until recently i had a... partner for a while and he liked me on top the most
no subject
but uh
its not really
[An issue of trauma or control. Trust, maybe, insofar as trust is a rare commodity in his life, and because — it does make him consider how he'd be seen by the other person in a vulnerable position. Would it better with a stranger? Abel was gentle, almost meticulously so. It had been a good first experience, however tarnished now.]
just never thought about trying it until recently
i had a... partner for a while and he liked me on top the most
whats "the real thing"