[For a second it looks like that's his only response before this wall of words comes in;]
i know i messed up then, and made it worse now, i know we were working on getting past our hurdles. wasn't ready to face both of you together even if i've accepted that you'd probably be together. even if that weren't the case, he has grievances against me. and has every right to be pissed at me.
scared to face the consequences of my actions. i didn't want you to hate me again though i know hiding in the shadows didn't help anything.
[It's genuine, he can see that much. They don't talk through these things: their feelings, their relationship to one another, how so much has changed since arriving here in New Amsterdam. It isn't lost on him now that Deimos is allowing himself to communicate more vulnerably than he has in the past.
And as a result, Cain can't stay irate for long.]
its ok. why would i hate you? thought it was pretty clear i didnt when we got thrown into this shit together and i said you could live here
[It's true, Abel will have to work stuff out with Deimos separately. He won't try to get in between that unless called.]
[Well, that's a fair leap of logic. But he's past the point of thinking everything was Deimos' fault, and not sure he was under that impression in the first place. Even Phobos isn't entirely to blame. Abel was going to find out sooner or later.]
give him time he likes to think things out and then talk about it
[Given how many times he's had to go through it with Abel so far. It's not as perceptible through the messages, but Cain sounds almost fond.]
that is if you actually want to work it out with him hes not gonna be pissed at you
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[For a second it looks like that's his only response before this wall of words comes in;]
i know i messed up then, and made it worse now, i know we were working on getting past our hurdles. wasn't ready to face both of you together even if i've accepted that you'd probably be together. even if that weren't the case, he has grievances against me. and has every right to be pissed at me.
scared to face the consequences of my actions. i didn't want you to hate me again though i know hiding in the shadows didn't help anything.
i'm sorry.
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And as a result, Cain can't stay irate for long.]
its ok.
why would i hate you? thought it was pretty clear i didnt when we got thrown into this shit together and i said you could live here
[It's true, Abel will have to work stuff out with Deimos separately. He won't try to get in between that unless called.]
you talked to him yet?
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[The burden of being responsible for Abel and Cain's breakup is a lot heavier than he anticipated.]
yes? not exactly. think i might have accidentally antagonized him. not in that way mind you.
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give him time
he likes to think things out and then talk about it
[Given how many times he's had to go through it with Abel so far. It's not as perceptible through the messages, but Cain sounds almost fond.]
that is
if you actually want to work it out with him
hes not gonna be pissed at you
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he is definitely pissed
but i want this to work out
i'm not good with words though
i don't want this to affect you
especially since i still want to be friends
:(
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want me to talk to him?
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i owe you
i'll be home tonight btw
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figured you already knew, but if you want it official, you can have giovannis room
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i swear that i keep finding suits
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and plants
[Which Cain has adopted, somehow.]
didnt even buy food most of the time so i just made shit and shared
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kinda sucked that he bailed on the lease
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i'll miss him
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just made it cheaper with more people
will you really?
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no i suppose not
didn't know him too well
but he seemed like an alright guy